Today was not so good. I think seeing him and talking with him sent me reeling again. I keep going over conversations that we had in hopes of finding him starting to de-fog. I know this is not healthy for me, too much energy spent on him instead of my life. I still miss him though. The best thing I can do is GAL and stop obsessing about if he is coming back. Most of the time I do this pretty well, and I can see how when NC is broken it hurts ME.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
