There is no "E" in my name. Just Cory. The "E" implies its a girl. Sorry Sandi2.. I had to rib you a bit on that.
"Okay, something does not add up. The description of what you gave about yourself and how Corey talk about you handling the ordeals with your H.....sounds like two different people. I know how losing a loved one can cause you to be afraid of losing anyone else that you love.....and you have lost both parents. Are you so afraid of getting that intimate with the one you love that you are unconciously retreating from it? Why or what is causing you to feel the "desparation" when we know there is a confident woman here? Are you afraid to be alone? Are you living along? I know you have said, but I'm sorry, I can't remember."
Sandi2.. I have a bit more info than you.. IMHO.. Christa has Hyper-Focused her "losing things". The last person left.. is her H.. and the R she had with him. So everything is "Focused" on that. And it shows up. I want you two to focus on that. For now.
I will be back.. gotta cook dinner.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.