Yes, the key being "at some point." That point is not now, so I have to be careful. Thing is she seemed cold to me when I called, but that could have been from being upset with me because we got into that R talk and she ended up being mad.

I don't like the child-like feelings I have. She sent me an email today asking "whatcha doing this weekend?"

That was at like 9 AM. It's now 2 PM and I haven't answered. I feel like not answering just so she sweats it a little, wondering what I am doing.

Childish, and prolly bad, huh?


Me: 30
W: 27
Married: 9/2007
ILUBNILWU: 1/2008
W moved out 5/24/2008
W suicide 8/25/2009