Why are you baiting him with conversations like that? Are you a glutton for punishment? Come'on, sweetie, you are both in a difficult place, many many many miles away from each other, and it is obvious that H needs your strength to bolster him. you keep setting him up to disappoint you, making you feel bad and him guilty. Gtranyed, yes, he should feel guilt, but he HAS to come to it on his own realization, not by you leading him to it. It won't have the same effect.
YOU CAN DO THIS!! When you feel like calling him, come on here. We will keep you straight! I am prepping my spider stomping shoes in case you need backup when you get back to the states.
SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7