OMG I'm not getting hit on everywhere you go...I meant that when I was in that bad place I started noticing things...You know what I mean!!!!!!!!??

Anyway, H seemed proud and said, "You SHOULD get hit on, you look good." So, guess it went well.

Tonight we are going out together. We haven't done that in years. Just going out with friends and drinking and socializing. I told him I just want to have fun with him. He expressed that he is nervous because I will have expectations of him. He knows me well.....he's not great in social situations and says things that embarass me. I am going to try to focus on the positives of the night and just have fun. Tomorrow, we have our first post session for Retrouvaille.