I still have trouble believing this is going through..
(((((((((Gypsy)))))))))
I imagine it won't sink in completely for quite some time. 25 years is a very long time. Your family was your Universe. Your husband turned your world upside down in the blink of an eye. It's OK to mourn the loss as long as you need to, as long as you can continue to make strides towards your new life. We can't wallow forever. We'll be here to remind you, if you need it. I, for one, am extremely impressed with your direction, clarity, insight and beauty.
I'm jealous of your mom friend. Wish I could give you a superhug.
Lots of love, R
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence