H going out...nervous

[Mojones]

H is going out tonight. He has been acting so resentful and miserable.I am nervous. He has not gone out even a quarter as much as he used to and so I know I have to let go and let him do things on his own but this is very difficult. I have never spied on my H when he goes out because it seems absolutely ludacris to me but I must admit I am tempted to do it. Just to know once and for all. I probablly won't but it is so hard.