the odd thing is that i didn't realize how much we both were badly connected to each other. this detachment thing is just an odd feeling......
it's so fing bizarre. AS i look back on the last couple of weeks....since i told her that i don't want to date anyone else except for her, things have been super better..... i shouldn't read into it, but it's human to do just that. my mind works logically........perhaps i'm nuts. But i think, really think, that since she brought up the fact about dating and i said i dind't want to tdate anyone else.....she liked that.
now the reason i think that is yesterday we were talking about our niece's bday party (my side)..and how my brother and SIL are having a joint party with SIL's little brother for his graduation. She's annoyed. i validated (i actually am too) But then she said "i can only control what i do"........it's hard to explain, but it made sense. perhaps, again, i'm nuts. she always would get annoyed by things my family would do and expect me to do something about it. interesting.
oh, and i got a "bye, babe" from her. :-) good thing.
ah the roller coast of life
ME:32 WAW:31 D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2 Together: 13 M:6 Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08 Sep legally: 6/18/08
"Tommorrow there'll be sunshine, and all this darkness past..." -Bruce Springsteen Land of Hope and Dreams
