This is so painful, down to my soul.

Didn't sleep again. Bet he did. Wish I could stop the voices.

What is wrong with me? I am sane or at least I used to be.

Feel like I have no one, no control over stuff. I wish I could figure out how to help myself...


Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9
Separated 90 days 6/28/05
H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv
Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now
H Filed for D 7/08