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Just returned from the movie with my W. I kept it light and fun and we talked about our kids. It was very weird and awkward to sit next to my wife and not hold her hand in a movie. I walked her to her car and she thought that was funny. I would have never done that before. I did not like being made fun of for a loving and considerate act. I didn't show my disappointment. She was somewhat cold but at least she asked me to the movie.
I guess I just only respond to her emails and hope to get asked to do something again. I doubt I will get asked again, unless she was hiding any feelings to me. It just felt like she had no feelings at all.
It's hard to want to love and get some in return and not get any. I know we are not supposed to have expectations. I am aware of the baby steps and the truth is I have reached all my goals, So, I guess it's time to set new ones. It actually amazing that 5 months ago I set my goals thinking they will never happen and here I am having achieved all of them. I guess I thought this final goal of going to a movie would have felt better.
Just being honest.
So all you WAWs out there do I continue to not ask her out and let her be the one to make the moves? Half way through the movie I did say to her that I was happy to be there with her and she said me too.
I do believe she only wants us to be friends as we have 2 kids together. I guess time will tell.