Okay, so I am feeling very insecure right now. I've been thinking that H is only being nice and spending a bit of time with me because he doesn't want to rock the boat regarding our financial issues and our daughter. I am feeling this way because when he moved out he told me that the only reason he had been telling me he loved me every night before we went to bed was because "he wanted to keep the peace". So because he's been out of town and I have so much time on my hands to think...this is what I've come up with. I can't figure out what the sex deal is...other than the fact that I'm just familiar to him and he feels guilty and doesn't know how to turn down my sexual advances.
I'M SO CONFUSED!!!
He did call today on his way home from his training. He called me at work (I had a missed phonecall at work and on my cell phone from him yesterday as well) which is something he didn't really need to do and started with "you finally answered the phone". We had a short convo about his training and I congratulated him for doing so well. He ended with saying he would be back to his house late tonight and he would call tomorrow and hopefully be able to see our daughter. So is that why he called me at work...just to basically find out about our daughter or did he actually want to speak with me??? Miss me maybe??? I doubt it...but I so wish he did
When we've ML recently he's been very responsive and in the heat of passion even admitted to dreaming about me....I can't figure out what to think.
