I had a great vacation! To many positives to mention for now. I spent a great deal of the time fishing with my two Sons up at Lake Erie. Lot's of walleye in my freezer. Fish fry anyone? We really had the best time together laughing and joking around. Pretty care free two weeks for me.
As far as the reconciliation goes, it's not going to happen. She is not going to give up her "friend" in prison and I'm not going to be the "substitute" for the next two years. She crashed hard with her first H. She said she didn't feel anything for him and they broke up. Wow, a whole 3 week relationship! I could be wrong, but my instincts tell me he dumped her, not the other way around. She doesn't have it in her to give of herself to another.
It doesn't matter. We are finalizing the paper work and getting a D. Although this is not the conclusion I had foreseen 3 years ago, I have accepted it. I am happy and content and enjoying life. I feel pretty confident about the future no matter what I have to face. I have many things to be grateful for.
I have a low tolerance for drama so I'm going to put this to rest for good. I wish her luck and I do hope she finds some peace in her life in the future. I will check in once in a while with some of my friends and to possibly offer some of my experiences to someone else that might be going through this. I probably will not be updating this until I get a court date. I guess the actual D will be another stepping stone in this that I will have to experience.
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
