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So this roller coaster that i was on earlier this week......my own doing.


The roller coaster is ALL you. Its all you.

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i wonder if she experienced the same emotional upheaval that i did this past weekend after our Pool time?


Why?

Your energy is better used focused elsewhere. If she did, she is still where she is at, and if she didn't then...well she didn't. Don't go looking for trouble, and trying to figure them out is looking for trouble.



Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis

Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans

Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK

TRUST THE PROCESS - Cadet