Thanks for the book recommendations, Sandi. I'm a big reader so I will have no trouble checking them out. I'm sure you are right that after this "dose in the arm" there will come times that discouragement could lead to temptation. I feel different this time. I am choosing to love my H. Like h4h, he started to notice others noticing him, I did the same during the last bad years with H. All of the sudden, I got hit on everywhere. But, now....it's different....Just this morning, as crazy as it sounds, I got "hit on" at the gas station. I could have lingered, would have been asked out. I walked out, happy about the compliment given to me, but thinking how I couldn't wait to go home and tell my H. Just want to be with my H and my family. There's a change, and I feel it.
Thanks Sugar and Spice. It feels so good to get encouragement from you and others, too. I feel good. This is the hardest and smartest thing I have ever done in my life.
