i've been thinking a bit about my sitch..

and my W hasn't really put me on this roller coaster of emotions...like hse's almost closed herself off emotionally from me. So this roller coaster that i was on earlier this week......my own doing.

Is this normal? For the WAW to close themselves off emotionally? I mean, my W hasn't called about the kids in a long time....... she's inquired about me..... but its not like your sitch Tdad where you KNEW things were gong to be ok because she called that week you were gone. I know every sitch is different..... I guess this detachment thing is alot harder than it sounds. I thought i was doing pretty good too...LOL...

i wonder if she experienced the same emotional upheaval that i did this past weekend after our Pool time?

not that it matters mind you...but it would make me feel a little better to think she's struggling just as i am...


ME:32 WAW:31
D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2
Together: 13 M:6
Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08
Sep legally: 6/18/08

"Tommorrow there'll be sunshine, and all this darkness past..."
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