interesting. i believe i have trouble detaching....a little anyways..LOL...

i really think my biggest problem is forgiving myself for how i treated her......it's like i had this image of myself that i was this great husband...and in many ways i probably was/still am....but not inthe ones i BELIEVED i was good at.....and i hurt her. if i could just DO that, then i think i could be completely OK......it's like i'm lookig for her to forgive me before i can forgive myself....and in my mind, forgiveness from her, is obviously, reconciliation.

that's a problem i need to get past.

How?

any ideas? and please don't say i just have to forgive myself...because i know that. I need something more action oriented.

ME:32 WAW:31
D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2
Together: 13 M:6
Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08
Sep legally: 6/18/08

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