Hi Jeff, I see we got the same Christmas present last year. Sucks! This has been the worst year of my entire life and I hate getting out of bed every day. I just want to scream most days, others I want to pack my bags and tell him I am taking a year sabbatical away from his bull$h1t, good luck trying to keep up with everything I have done for you for 18 years! I cannot believe how much I worked and did for our household, for him, and this is what I get in return.
I am tired of trying to tell him what I need, tired of forgiving him when he does not do it, tired of worrying every night when he is at work with her. I am at the point that I really want to go have a three day drunk and drown my troubles. Sitting around here crying is not getting me anywhere.


M:38
H:42
T:20 M:19
D:18 S:17
MLC: Sometime in 2007
OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07
OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009
Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009
D final: 07/09/11