I just figured it out. It's this work enviroment. These users. They wear me down. There constant stupidity wears my patience thin and then when I have to interact with my wife I can't. I don't have anything left.
The constant correction for mistakes other makes. The constant fixes. The inability of them to follow directions. Even the simplest of ones. The constant constant repeating of something I just said. I hate repeating myself. I have to do it over and over and over again.
Then I repeat my own insanity over and over again hoping for different results.