I was depressed in the past, before we got married. He doesn't understand depression. He doesn't understand that my deficient thyroid hormone could cause such behavioral changes. He doesn't get that my thyroid medication has relieved my depression
STBX has the same..I understand this completely..the depression and thyroid that is.
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In December he told me when he married me he "thought he could help me but now isn't sure." So you married me out of pity???? WTF????? Because I was upset that his friendship with another woman was taking priority over me, he thinks I'm unstable. I can't change the way he feels.
He also has way too many people who profess their adoration of him and I think he's gone to the dark side. He's gotten pretty arrogant, whereas when I first met him he was just really confident.
Wow Big ego he has and likes to have it stroked..
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I'm not trying to make him out to be the bad guy. I'm just stating the facts as I see them.
Hope I did not imply that you were cutting him. I have not seen you do that and I don't think you would..I think you and I both know that the high road is better..I don't seem to be able to walk it like you but I do try.
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Although, I think he would've tried a little if we did
I don't think it matters. When they decide to walk, then they walk. Kids, dogs, cats, broken hearts, broken families, it makes no difference to them.
I hope you are moving on girl. Sounds like you are. I hope you meet a "good guy". I hope you meet someone whose values and morals are so high that they never cheat, lie, give you what you want and require someone who sees the "special" in you and treats you like you should be treated and that their eyes never wander.
You hang in there..I'll keep watching and try not to aggreviate you too much.
By the way, you have any vacation time?? I could use some help on the house..
