kat, you know that all this crap we feel is a state of mind. Put your marriage of the past behind you. You have said that it was buried to you already.
On to bigger and better things. Even IF someday your H and you are reconciled(and stranger things have happened, right?)or you have moved on to someone else, your relationships will be so much better because of what we all have learned.
I keep you in mind, kat. It looks like we all do. Even muddling through our own crap.
That says a lot about you.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."