Anxiously awaiting long term Patience!!

[JWS]

she has yet to ask for me to come see her, but for the last month we have seen eachother about once every two weeks, with only a few emails and texts inbetween, no phone calls. it is slow, but i think its progressing? she has not refused to see or talk to me so that is very good.

I know what you mean about them not wanting to here that we aren't ok, but at the same time its not like i am happy with her choice to leave either. I know that in her pain she cannot bear mine as well, so for now just hopeing I am ok will have to be good enough/