Kelly Jo The Wifey new thread.

[mrz99]

Hang in there. We all really care about you.

Not to be pushy, but you have to find some way to disassociate yourself mentally in some way. You spend way too much time thinking about your situation and you have to find a way to give "the noggin" a break from some of that. I wouldn't tell you this if I didn't suffer from the same problem. I find myself waking up and it seems like I am already in the middle of thinking about the "sitch". It is almost like an extension of a dream. During the day, same thing. The sitch creeps into my thoughts all day long.

Lately, I have done a better job of suppressing the thoughts and when I am capable of doing so the day goes easier. Thinking about all of this is very very draining.

Find something that works (e.g. meditation).

My prayers are with you.

Peace

Mark