Hope4us struggle, part 7

[Hope4us]

Thanks WDID, I'll take all the prayers I can get.

I understand her feelings quite well actually. If I didn't understand them I'd have been gone a long time ago. What I struggle with is the fact that she only thinks of HERSELF. Do I understand how this can happen? Yes. Completely. But what I guess I'm not sure I'll ever understand is how someone can be so self absorbed. Last night for example. She comes in from smoking and see's S16 for the first time that day and doesn't even say a WORD to him. Now I know she's hurting, I really do, but to not even say a word to your son just screams self absorbed to me. And that's what I struggle with.

Thannks again WDID. I really do appreciate you helping show me what she's going through. It gives me hope, but I'm just not sure how much.