Wow! It sure makes it easier to have the "want to" when you need to go to work on something, doesn't it? I am so happy for you. Now, you are willing....to be willing...to get to work on the M without the pulling back and forth on what you wanted to do. There will probably come a time of testing, but just enjoy the "high" that you two are on right now. You both deserve this. It sure gives a lot of hope for others.

Sandi- I am willing, you are right. The pulling is still there, but I am ignoring it, pushing it away, and I assume it will go away. The "testing" you talk about still comes a little bit each day, and I know we will still have normal fights and because of our "baggage" now, they will be harder to work through, but I have so much hope. I've heard the two months after Retro people tend to be on this high. The key is keeping it going. I plan on doing this.

Thanks for checking on me.


And you guys just hush about Sandi's long posts. :P She helps me with those long posts.