Actually, the spaghetti was the most food I've eaten in like 2 weeks. It was just such a relief to have a peaceful, read not painful, evening. Funny, it made me empathize with what my h said about wanting peace and not to hurt. LOL.
I actually called my h. Kept it very brief, just let him know I was missing him. I don't do the completely dark thing, because I was often away or focused outside of the house, family and m.
It was very quick and then I surfed the BB the rest of the night. Great night, actually, and I slept well, too.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
