I didn't have any weights lifted either. It's a process, kat. Everything you are dealing with the day before it is official, you will be dealing with the day after. But, the changes you have made in yourself so far will still be a part of you as well. And the work you have done and the changes you have made will allow you to get through this and eventually flourish. I know you will.
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