It's a rollercoaster ride from hell! I swear I don't know how long I can keep doing this. I keep thinking to myself....for God sakes...he moved out...what else do you need a slap in the face??? He doesn't want you!
It doesn't help that he's been out of town and I haven't had contact with him since Sunday...my mind is running away with itself and it seems I can only conjure negative thoughts.
