Maria, Maria, Maria! You give me such strength. I am ready to take on the world. Guess what??? I am SMILING! My confident smile is bringing the wolves out, too. At lunch, a stunningly beautiful man asked me to have coffee with him. He looked to be maybe 28 years old! ;-)
This change in me has created a change in my h. He actually *seems* sad. I could be wrong, of course. Here's the kicker: why do I feel even a tiny bit bad for him only possibly feeling sad, when he hasn't cared about how I feel for so long now?
I might have a new place lined out - in the perfect neighborhood. Not far from work, lots and lots of trees and no noise! It won't be ready until end of August/early September though. I'm ready to spread my wings NOW. Things are moving forward.
Hey Girlie, just checking on you. You sound so good, like you're in a really great place emotionally. You should be proud of yourself.
xoxoxo Hugs.
p.s. always say yes to coffee with stunningly gorgeous men.
M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.
