Hope4us struggle, part 7

[Hope4us]

Well, I like your ideas. Next week I am going out of town for work, but only for 3 days. I won't be contacting her much as they have our days pretty much planned from wake up til bed time.

And I don't know what ghosts she's dealing with but after work I gave her the retro article and she looked at the first page, laid it down and she went to the store. She only said a few things to me when I tried talking to her. Not angry or anything, but just not responsive. After she got home from the store she immediately went upstairs and has been up there the whole night (with the door closed). S16 got up (he's a teen and been staying up all night and sleeping all day) while W was outside smoking and when she came in she didn't say a word to him and immediately went upstairs. And while she was out smoking she was staring at the ground the whole time.

So.....she's either dealing with the realization that OM lied and cheated on HER (call me twisted, but I chuckle every time I think of that) or she contacted him to give him a piece of her mind and that contact is putting her back into WD. I can see both of those being possible. I guess she could just be finally dealing with the demons of what she's done now that she sees how much trouble I'm having with testifying at the scumbag's divorce trial. Maybe she's finally looking at herself like you've said she didn't seem to have done all along Pup?

I did take a look at her cell phone again tonight and no TM's showing. So I checked the cell web site and there's no update for today, but there were 11 more TM's between her and EGF yesterday around lunch. And EGF is on vacation with her BF, so I'm sure those would be some interesting TM's to read.

Maybe she'll read the article when she comes down to couch...er bed? And maybe, just maybe, what's gone on the last few days will push her to go.

I don't know. I almost like this better. In a sick way, this makes me smile. I know I shouldn't relish the fact that she's obviously hurting, but I do.