(((Dan))) I cried when I read your post. (Now honestly, I cry at the drop of a hat these days.)
Keep on keeping on, Dan. You are not a fool. None of us are fools. We've had a very cruel twist of fate. The people we loved and trusted have changed in a an awful way.
DB is our only chance to change this. Lord knows I did everything else and only chased my h farther away.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.