Ugh. Why can't we turn our brains off from thinking about crappy stuff? I woke up this morning to distressing thoughts about my M. So bad that I couldn't sleep.
Now throughout the day, I can't help but think of how my W will be at this wedding, and you know they have music, so she'll have the opportunity to slow dance with someone else.....and it just so happens that the guy that asked for her phone number is part of this group of friends so guess where my thoughts went.
Oh well....can't control that, so why worry about it???
Grrr....brain....turn off, please?!!?!?!
Me: 30 W: 27 Married: 9/2007 ILUBNILWU: 1/2008 W moved out 5/24/2008 W suicide 8/25/2009