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[The Wifey]

Let's just hope that the family is understanding and doesn't push me to talk about it. If that happens I am going to a hotel. This just hurts too much right now. Like you said Lola, I have to breath.

I really think there is so much calm to be had in breathing and in prayer. I will do both tonight.

My usual prayer is something like this:

God, I can not do this alone. I give this over to you. Please touch my husband's heart and please give me strength.