Ok I didn't fall apart but said a few choice words under my breath regarding H as I signed away my marriage. My L said that they had discussed with my H that I wouldn't be able to refinace the house anytime soon and yet here he is pushing for that. So he is still asleep at the wheel.
Funny I just can't seem to call him my ex yet. I guess he is my H until he isn't.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
(((Kat))) I'm so sorry that it has to be this way. There are brighter days ahead. You are a remarkable woman and will continue to be a wonderful mother and good friend to someone who deserves you. H will wake up, but I guess not today.
Take care of you and be gentle with yourself. Corey
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
I think so too, but by then you won't care anymore! I do think there is a better guy in store for you even though it may not seem like it now--and you do deserve that!!! Don't forget you're one of the hottest 43 year olds around you know??? What are you doing today, btw? Hope you're not alone or working or something!!! ((((Kat))))
I am working. My boss asked me if I needed some time off and I said no I would be ok if not a bit distracted. I got the bawling out last night. But that doesn't mean that there aren't any showers possible in the near future.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
I had a dream that I started working at a hospital. Keanu Reeves was a dr. and we got to be friends and well a little friendly. Then for some reason H was at a party that I showed up to and I turned to go the other way and then my hot new squeeze Mr Reeves never left my side and we had a fabulous time! If I dream it does that mean it could happen? Anyone have his e-mail, cause I will need to let him know.
I don't really know what I am feeling today. One of my friends was asking what I wanted for my B-day and I said you know I really don't know I haven't had time to think about it. Maybe that can keep me preoccupied through the next few days.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
(((kat)))) I have been thinking of you today. Focus on the next day, then the next, and try to make them good. Don't look too far into the future, that might be tricky. What about some pampering for your birthday? Maybe take your friend for some spa time?
