kat: I am sure tomorrow I will be better, not so bent out of shape like my car. lol I have moments where I know I am a strong person. I have had to be lots of times and right now...is just the hardest. I don't see any rhyme or reason for all of this pain and disappointment. I doubt myself and wonder how I am going to finish raising these beautiful kids alone. Like I said I am just overwhelmed at the moment. Worried about the future. This month hasn't been great you know, just seems like one thing after another. I am really just wanting a break.
wow, kat, same with me, everything just seems to be falling apart right now, have quickly gone through all the savings we had to fix AC, Roof, Dryer, and on and on and on, when will it end. Waiting for everything to settle down so I can see where I'm at fiancially. Waiting for some good news, anything !!!!
Wondering if I'll ever find love again. One thing I did learn by being here is that -not- all the good women are taken (thanks kat, karen, Sara) - so I have hope of finding someone, someday, when things settle down
I don't worry about raising the kids alone, other than being able to find enough one-on-one time with each of them. Weekends are shaping up to be work/clean/household chores on Saturday and Sunday shaping up as family day, just me and the kids.
I don't see any rhyme or reason for all of this pain and disappointment. - I don't either kat, holding out hope for a better tomorrow
M45 W41 M10 3/4 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
