KJ - I read your thread. I know where you are. If anything - i have learned lately that whoever said "don't believe 100% of what you hear and 50% of what you see" is a fricking genius. Stay strong - you are a wonderful devoted wife - i truly believe if you stay on that path - things will work out for you the way you want them. You are getting on the roller coaster with your H (I do this too and can't stop - it's a bad addiction - but it's all about my fear of losing her). Make a conscious effort to get off - believe me I know how hard it is, but I also know how much better you feel when you can.
I went back to the bed last night. Just didn't want to send a stupid message, for what???
M 43 W 44 M 17 T 22 S16,12,9 Bomb 2/05/08 I served her 1/06/09 S'd 3/15/09 D'd 12/21/09
"Tough times don't last, tough people do." --My Dad to me years ago, me to my boys now.