Hi

I don't think you're wasting your time at all. I think that if you love your H and want to be married to him then you aren't wasting anyones time.

You have some very big positives in your sitch and I think you will get though this and end up where you want to be.

It's just the rollercoaster ride \:\)

Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*

The end of the DB road