I have also written letters to w and have told her at length about my feelings.

She just can't hear them just now or believe me.

Re read some other posts from further up your thread and also feel the calmness here.

Maybe when the calm arrives for me I will give back more.

Kenny

Me:40
WAW, MLC?:39
Kids:S11,S9
T:25, M:14
ILYB:Apr 08
W moved out Aug 08
W:Does not Want to Try

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