Well it is only two days away and I'm trying not to have my nervousness show. The thing I'm trying to deal with is my emotions, I mean I sometimes get mad at this whole situation,even angry at times, but I leep it all inside. Not trying to stir things up or point blame. But thats my issue now, my emotions, at one point she was ready to walk out of my life with another man who she thought was everything. Now she tells me that she was thinking since things have gotten alot better that she does not think we need retrouvaille. I was like well, I still want to go. I do not want to go through this again, and if they can show us different ways to communicate than I'm all for it. And if things are truly getting better, than why not go to this weekend event so we can make sure we are reconsiling the right way, and not just going through the motions again sort of speak. And then we will find ourselves right back here again. She agreed so I will let you all know how it goes after the weekend. I know thisis going to be a tough 3 days but my marriage is worth every bit of it and more.
