Today will be better. It wasn't anything that happened, just as I was writing that I felt like a hunted animal, it brought back all of those feelings in my M about H and sex and then thought about what did I do to deserve this and just started bawling.
My Dad's birthday was good. He was still upset about the windshield cracking on his car but who wouldn't be. He didn't talk about it. I was running late, got stuck behind slow moving trucks on the highway and we barely got to the movie in time.
There was a huge line because we were going to the IMAX theater, but were able to get seats in the front row. Not as bad as it sounds but it would have been better further back obviously.
We had lunch at KC Masterpiece. Really good as always. Then we went to their house for cake and homemade creme puffs. I only make them twice a year, at Christmas and my Dad's birthday. Then I came home and you know the rest.
H had taken D7 with him since we thought the movie would be too scary for her. I called him to bring her home and he asked if I was ok. I told him no. He wanted to know what was wrong. I just said nothing that you want to hear about.
Today will be better.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
