Kelly Jo The Wifey new thread.

[Neilh23]

Its been nearly 2 months and only fleeting glimpses of strength. I haven't given up hope. I love him so much. I just hurt so very, very bad.

Not sure what to do right now. I just have to detach and back away. I want to reach out and hold him and I can't.

kelley-
i know. i want to just hold my W and never let go. You have to tho. You need to for your own sanity. You do this, you will be able to again. Trust in that fact.

I just crossed the 5 month mark since this started, and i'm just finding the strength. You are in much better shape.

Keep it up.

Take your heart, take if off your sleeve, put it back in your chest. Hide it for a bit. Use your rational mind to figure yourself out first......THEN...use your rational mind to do this. Stop reacting to your emotions. It's taking you down a path you don't want to go. Easier said than done, i know. Just know it's going to get better.

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

You are far from done.