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[The Wifey]

Very bad night last night. I tried to talk to my husband last night and he began feeling pushed. Yes, I wanted to talk. I was hurting. I wound up leaving the house for a while and made the mistake of calling my son while I was upset.

S and H have a strained relationship at best. It's been made worse by all of this. After I talked to my son he came home and had words with his father even though I asked him not to. S ended up leaving the house.

My h said that he felt like a failure and that this can't be fixed. That I need to pull myself together and stop acting like a little girl. I begged and pleaded with him. I cried.

I feel like hamburger this morning. I didn't DB, I failed miserably. I started out ok until he told me he would always love me but that he could envision himself not married to me.

I called the counselor this morning and she said not to give up hope yet. That he was unfair to tell me to stop acting like a little girl.

I just don't know. I feel so awful. I screwed up. H said I drove another wedge between he and son.

I can hardly breath. I'm at work and crying so hard I can't see my desk.