Well, another cold night at home. W said exactly 11 words to me. I don't know if she understands why I'm having a struggle with the whole testifying thing or not. She hasn't seemed angry, but kind of just giving me space.

So maybe I shouldn't have done this, but this morning I sent her an email and just said "sorry I've been out of sorts the last couple days. I'm just having trouble with the testifying thing".

I thought it would be a way to possibly open up some dialog with her and give her a chance to open up to me some. Give her a chance to SHOW me she understands.

I'm not expecting much in return. But how she responds will most likely go a long way towards what I do in the path forward.


Hope4us

Me - 49, W 49
S22 & S18
Dday 9/4/07
W claims NC 4/7/08
8/29/09 - Divorce Busted. Lots to work through, but we're going to make it.