random Dommage

[Dom R]

Bah.
"tired"... but not sleepy, exactly. even though it's past my bedtime.
She didnt keep her word again, to talk to me about something. I let her be for two days without saying a word about it.
Normally, in the past, I would have bugged her about it. then she would get all huffy about me pressuring her, and use that as an excuse to give me a negative reply.

But even if I "do a 180", it's lose-lose for me. I bring it up, and i'm the bad guy. I DONT bring it up, and she "forgets". Ugh.
I deserve to be treated better than this.

I give her $400+ birthday gifts. I give her $400+ mothers day gifts. I pay $3000 for a nice family vacation, that she contributes about $300 to.

What do I get for fathers day from her?
Nothing.
What do I get for my BIRTHDAY from her?
Nothing.
Not even something that would cost her nothing, and actually cost ME more money.

ugh.
if i'm not going to sleep, guess I'd better go do something else besides just rant more.

Ugh.