Seems that you and I are living pararel (sp?) universes!
It's so encouraging to hear how gentle and loving your H was. The cuddling and kissing are nice but when they show their soft, loving side it tops everything.
Your H seems so kind and sweet to you and I hope he comes to his senses soon!
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*