My sitch is not good at all and everyday driving me insane.
I have a few advice for you since I know your pain.
Don't worry about future at all. Live one day by one day! survive one day by one day! As time goes by, pain will subside (I hope so).
Work out everyday whenever you feel like going crazy. I walk for 2 hours everyday to stay sane! It will help you stay strong and bring appitite and make your sleep. I still can't sleep well but at least better than before.
Make you busy all the time! if you can find another job, go ahead and get some part time job. Find a friend who can talk to or make friends. Read self help books ( I hadn't read those kind books before and now I got around 20 books on desk. I read and read and read). I'm very poor so I use library to borrow DVD. Watch DVDs! Do something and make youself occupied! As I said you need to go through this tough time. Time will heal us! and I strongly believe that.
I Do love my W and kids. I miss them everyday but nothing I can do. I never thought I was a horrible husband and dad but my W treats me like one.
Once you get some strength to stand alone, then you can move on and focus on yourself better!
