Yep that is me, because I just want things the way I want them. What's wrong with that? I am no where near as cute as Meg Ryan but I do remember doing a pretty good imitation of her in the "restaurant scene" before I had even done it!!
Now I just need to find myself a guy like Harry.
Thanks everyone, still don't see you guys wrapped around my little finger but if that helps me get through this I will accept that you guys really are there. I love you all for all of your support and friendship.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
Thanks everyone, still don't see you guys wrapped around my little finger but if that helps me get through this I will accept that you guys really are there. I love you all for all of your support and friendship.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
I doubt myself and wonder how I am going to finish raising these beautiful kids alone. Like I said I am just overwhelmed at the moment. Worried about the future. This month hasn't been great you know, just seems like one thing after another. I am really just wanting a break.
kat
Well, you pretty much have raised your kids alone from what I know, so that part isn't going to be a big change for you, is it? And eventually I know you will wind up with a husband that will help you prob. more than you've gotten in the past whether you want one or not b/c the guys are going to be begging to be in your life believe it!!!
I've been trying to take things kind of one day at a time, is that an AA motto or where did I steal that from? But I like that one. One thing I've learned from this is it doesn't really pay to look far ahead to the future anyway b/c it prob. won't work out like you think anyway! Karen
Today will be better. It wasn't anything that happened, just as I was writing that I felt like a hunted animal, it brought back all of those feelings in my M about H and sex and then thought about what did I do to deserve this and just started bawling.
My Dad's birthday was good. He was still upset about the windshield cracking on his car but who wouldn't be. He didn't talk about it. I was running late, got stuck behind slow moving trucks on the highway and we barely got to the movie in time.
There was a huge line because we were going to the IMAX theater, but were able to get seats in the front row. Not as bad as it sounds but it would have been better further back obviously.
We had lunch at KC Masterpiece. Really good as always. Then we went to their house for cake and homemade creme puffs. I only make them twice a year, at Christmas and my Dad's birthday. Then I came home and you know the rest.
H had taken D7 with him since we thought the movie would be too scary for her. I called him to bring her home and he asked if I was ok. I told him no. He wanted to know what was wrong. I just said nothing that you want to hear about.
Today will be better.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
I'm glad you got to get out and have a nice evening with your father. I like the optimism for today. You are right, it is a new day and with a fresh new look upon it, it can beat the pants off yesterday.
Me45 W35 M6 T8 D16 SD11 D0 Dec 07: Bomb July 08: Busted! Thread
(((Kat))) glad your evening actually worked out and you got to spend time with your dad.
Have a great day. Corey
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
kat: I am sure tomorrow I will be better, not so bent out of shape like my car. lol I have moments where I know I am a strong person. I have had to be lots of times and right now...is just the hardest. I don't see any rhyme or reason for all of this pain and disappointment. I doubt myself and wonder how I am going to finish raising these beautiful kids alone. Like I said I am just overwhelmed at the moment. Worried about the future. This month hasn't been great you know, just seems like one thing after another. I am really just wanting a break.
wow, kat, same with me, everything just seems to be falling apart right now, have quickly gone through all the savings we had to fix AC, Roof, Dryer, and on and on and on, when will it end. Waiting for everything to settle down so I can see where I'm at fiancially. Waiting for some good news, anything !!!!
Wondering if I'll ever find love again. One thing I did learn by being here is that -not- all the good women are taken (thanks kat, karen, Sara) - so I have hope of finding someone, someday, when things settle down
I don't worry about raising the kids alone, other than being able to find enough one-on-one time with each of them. Weekends are shaping up to be work/clean/household chores on Saturday and Sunday shaping up as family day, just me and the kids.
I don't see any rhyme or reason for all of this pain and disappointment. - I don't either kat, holding out hope for a better tomorrow
M45 W41 M10 3/4 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
lodo, I am sure you will be happy to know that I once again asked my L about the Quit Claim and said I didn't need to have him sign one until I was able to refiance, which may be quite some time.
My L stressed that H is going to be in a very tight uncomfortable position when this goes through and that I should absolutely not pay any of the bills that he is responsible for. I don't want to mess up my credit and he is on his way to Topeka to talk to me. I'll probably have to sign everything today while he is here, unless something I don't like is in there.
I'm looking at my little finger and hoping you are all onboard!
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
