Kat, I think it helps when you post your feelings. It helps to get them out. And its ok to have a bad day. I know I do. Like your son said, we need to stop looking at the past. He IS smart.

You will see the person we see. You are just fine. You'll be just fine. I feel the same. Constantly thinking about this. Maybe I should do that. I should have done this. What if I did that.

Bullsh**!

Life gets better today, because I decide to make it better today. I'm sure that you have no idea the people that want to get to know you. Because you are you. Once you are out of this crazy sitch, you will be amazed, I bet. I have friends coming out of the woodwork coming around. I'm going to reconnect with them. It has to be a sign of something.

And I loved Sally.

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."