Mulesqb - Still alive and Kickin'

[mulesqb]

Thanks KJ - How are you?? I was in your thread and was worried about you. Glad you had a good IC session. Hang in there - we'll both make it through this. I totally agree about the confusion.

I just felt like I was not being true to myself and just needed to be me a little. There has been a lot going on here and I think this will help set boundaries. Who knows - maybe I blew it - but I felt it was a risk I needed to take. It was that or breakdown aagain and tell her how much I love her - but my head couldn't withstand all the 2 x 4s here.

She does look very conflicted and is being extremely nice. She's in the basement i'm upstairs - i'm trying to decide whether to stay in my bed or sleep in the guest room.