LL, I am still reading your threads and also getting a lot of wisdom from you. Thanks, you are helping me and it appears many others. (That's one of the silver linings, I guess). I think that those small pats, kisses, smiles, and special looks are the seeds that may lead to some form of passion that you are looking for. Hang on to all of that, continue to be patient with the shift and small changes. You are encouraging us all....even tho the hard moments and struggles of self-doubt creep into our heads. Keep yourself happy and take care. Mooka