ok yes everything is going along very well, no real complaints from me regarding the r.
had a great weekend.
the only thing missing is passion.
h was never really big on passion to begin with though. he's always been the low drive partner in the r.
what is it I'm looking for?
I try to pay attention to what I am getting...
I do get an occassional stray hug, a random kiss on the forehead or cheeck, a pat on the back or butt, what is it that I'm missing? am I infact missing anything at all or anything worth missing?
I don't know.
but other than that...I'm pretty damn content and I think h is too...actually on sunday while he and son where inside and dd was napping I couldn't just sit so I started to stain the new picnic table he brought home...he peeked out the door and saw me and smiled...those little smiles mean alot to me.
